study? sure??

went to library STUDY yesterday.
I did study, I did...
I think i finished the convention... only the tips part, haiz
and don't know when i can really start the marketing and international... GAAAAAAAAA

this banyak pattern punya Miss Ng, keep ask me take pic take pic

and then at there ss liao dono hw many hundred ZZZZZ

and then keep say 哇好帅哦！…………

好脸！

叫你读书你是干嘛？！

and finally i got to drink le Green Tea Latte~

不错啦，可是放凉后就觉得有点甜～

唉，我是打算在云顶点这个读书的，为什么………… T,T

30 July 2012 was not a good day.

Bad day, very very bad. 

haiz.

 Je ne suis pas triste. Mais il y a un vide à l'intérieur de moi. 我并不悲伤，只是觉得身体里好像空了一块。

又是rawang之旅～

上一篇文说过了，我为了看Olympic open ceremony跑到rawang去了 -.-

errr. 我也不知道他们在干嘛 O.o

yer.

很专心在看小太阳的多多钱～

虽然我很喜欢被小孩踩着按摩……

但你跳这么大力我腰骨会断的！T.T

moo moo 车～ :D

ohh my tomyam!! 辣死我…………

在你家久一点我真会很肥很肥的 T.T

虽然……我爱电视～

웃음은 슬플 때를 위해 있는 것이고 눈물은 기쁠 때를 위해 있는 것이며 저는 당신을 위해 존재하고 있습니다...笑容是为了悲伤而存在的，眼泪是为了开心而存在的，而我正是为了你而存在的。

London Olympic 2012

不知不觉，伦敦第30届奥运会已经开始了～
那不知不觉是针对我自己说的……因为很久很久没留意新闻了 -.-
现场直播是这里的28/7 3.50am
为此……我还特地跑到rawang去看电视……为了直播 ><....
可是多多钱竟然在家 O.o
我们就很狼狈地去找电视……
结果就在mamak...
两条水，两杯teh tarik, 坐到五点半…………

这奥运光圈确实蛮美的 :D

oh my Mr Bean!! hehehehehe.

老了还是很有魅力的万人迷，David Beckham~

看那笑容！很难不为他着迷啊～～

Bond, James Bond... HAHAHAHA!!

英女王！英国的代表性人物啊。

这开场表演其实让我有点失望……

可能北京奥运弄得太神乎其技了，所以我期望很高

不过伦敦就胜在代表人物多

英女王

Mr Bean

James Bond

Harry Potter

David Beckham

The Beatles

还有很多很多

我想，这次的大赢家非中国莫属了吧？

人数呢，就甭说了

牛人这回事……更甭说了，哈哈！

祝各位好运吧 :)

너에게 태양을 하나 줄게 너의 세상이 영원히 빛나게 送你一个小太阳，转走它，愿你的世界永远是晴天。

another waste day....

我今天……又被吵醒了 ==
算了，我想这几天都会一直这样被吵醒……

yup, long queue for Starbucks buka puasa, z

before this we went to Mcdonald... ngam ngam 3pm so... =.=

and i felt like idiot after i saw sooooo many people queue for this promotion.. haiz 

although, I considered reach there early -.-

Chocolate Cream Chips for Ms Chiew, Green tea for me ♥

but not really nice, haizz. maybe the staff too rush..... :(

should be enjoyed in a silent environment, not like this lah...

what we tried to show to Ms Ng, haha!!

最近很喜欢绑马尾

人就是贱，逼你做的时候就是不甘愿做

到你终于自由了，却还是自己默默的做起来了……

终于头发是长了，却一直很想又把它给剪短，但好不容易留了这么长，又不舍得……

我还是没有那个考试要到了的感觉

那种紧张的感觉

我觉得自己潜意识里有些狂躁，但感觉上就是很平静

是平静的吗？不应该平静的吗？？……

也许真的要真的醉了才知道答案吧。

不过，话说…………

我很想看伦敦Olympic 开幕仪式啊！没有电视啊！！T.T!!!

怎么，又过了四年啦？

지나간 슬픔에 새 눈물을 낭비하지 마라 不要为过去的哀痛浪费新的眼泪。

Last class of Diploma

yea it was the last day of Diploma, finally?
nothing special today, still not all of us attended, as always??
no feel at all, haiz~

this miss ng keep ss with my phone... =.=

i dono how i became the top 5 article thing. so these were the prize. 

i just simply COMPLAINT my dissatisfaction that day... lol

blur :(

and then went to Chi Ling there cook cook... 

yeah i love people cook cook for me :D

sorry lo i dono cook, cant help haha

later 吃野唔做野，做野就打烂野，哈哈！

but this miss ng know cook d wor..... LAZY!! 偷鸡！！

很丰盛的……午餐？下午茶？晚餐？？我真的不知道…………

and then we went to Mr Alex's lecture...

never thought there'll be so many people going, lol

but then, nothing special and yet, i felt sleepy @@

and then... off to library... study??

hahaha... T.T

my dinner... from the prize today---- maggi curry -.-

well, we still went out mamak after this, haha!!!

其实我觉得要闯，就应该要一个人去闯

当你真的只剩下一个人的时候，你才会真正的变强

因为没有人可以依靠，不靠自己还能靠谁？

最近发现周游列国是我很想很想做的事情

说成很想很想做的事情，因为我不知道能不能够称之为梦想

假如有一天我真的变成了亿万富翁，我想我真的会去环游世界的

可以的话，我希望是自己一个人去

金钱和时间是另一回事，我只想知道自己是否有那个勇气

…………

这几个月是准备破产破到够够力

也许我就不应该说去新加坡 T.T

为什么我会迷上Big Bang... 

可能八月我又要去Penang了……又是八月去？ =.=

回亚庇想弄头发…………

啊啊啊，想买衣服买bag........ 

很遗憾的，最后最后的course trip, 我想也搞不成了

太多人，太多意见，太多不合

日期，时间，地点

你想要有怎样的不满都有

算了吧，都要毕业了，没有感情什么的，就让它过去吧。

然后……

我觉得最近自己被很多人讨厌……

well, I'm not a perfect person. 

Sometimes I used to hate the existing of technology

People can talk and do what they not dare to do in real but in the visual world

So sad. I would rather to listen every of your words face to face. 

Life's too short to worry about what people may think or talk about you, do what you want to do and be happy.人生苦短，无谓去担心别人怎么想你，怎么说你，做你自己想做的，快乐一点。

hardworking, hahaha

tomorrow is the last day of Diploma
i don't think other feel something like me :(

after lunch then we went to library STUDY, wahahaha

i think we did study a bit.. haha. but just now i saw that the tips were a bit wrong =.=

Mr Alex what you want....

and hor, this discussion room area damn cold eh!! but nice for students to spend time la, haha

before we went back cook cook mom mom :D

i was like found back my childhood when playing the swing, lol

ehh? why like this??? O.O

so, i was eaten a fried spaghetti just now... 

looked not bad huh?? but the taste got a bit EHEM, hahahaha

anyway thanks to Ms Monique Chiew for da dinner again XD

hacking ah ball, but not me o... *i just sit beside and suggest... HAHAHAHAHA

i was kinda tired actually, didn't sleep well last night

very very obvious dark circles... T.T

and i think i really really fat a lot recently... haiz

i was a bit disappointed because our course never really hang out together

never feel close among the two classes... 

ahh, this one tomorrow continue la, perhaps~

I don't know what is this feeling but, so nice :D

at least it's not too torturing~

If you want a happy life with the goal, put together, not to people or things.如果你想过得快乐，把生活跟目标联系在一起，而不是跟某个人或某些事。

D A M N

haiz. nothing to do today...
i don't know ahh. z.

the late dessert, the legend red bean soup by monique chiew last night... wakaka

don't see it look like this, it was the birthday cake of ah nan, haha

i really manage to text her early in the morning (6 something!!) to remind her to bring me the cake, haha! 

because SOMEBODY awaken me... haiz. 

i dono, after sushi king then came here liaoo. T.T

2 person, big room with toilet =.=

but this room the system cacat jor so we changed room to.....

here. also big room but not as big that just now that one?? -.-

with toilet also... HOHOHOHO.

ishh. 

i like blur blur coz u dont see the real me :D

ehem. OHH I FORGOT TO DECLARE THAT WE ARE NOT DATING!! 

NO!! NOPE!!!! NEVER!!!

-.-

since the mirror in room so damn small so we went to the public one.. to take picture -.-

but.. there kinda freak us out coz... haha, i knew she knew la XD

however.... MISSION COMPLETED!! ehehehehehe.

and i wish i can really start study and stop the sakai thinking =.=

 If you leave me, please don't comfort me because each sewing has to meet stinging pain.离开我就别安慰我，要知道每一次缝补也会遭遇穿刺的痛。

GAAAAAAA

boring, boring...
I've got the feel to study but then, it disappeared :(

been to library today... but wasn't helped at all!!

CANNOT CONCENTRATE LAA!! with phone... haiz

and then and top floor of library has renovated to like this...

individual study room available.

with switch inside ehh..... 

maybe i can spend most of my time here le.. got air cond ><.....

quiet study area... not bad :D

macam keep ss recently... stress? haiz

i just wanna have a starbucks please...

pokai 99.....

虽然要考试了，可是心还是很想要玩……玩……玩…………

这个学期我真的没有玩够啊！

虽然去了malacca, PD, Genting.. here... there... T.T!!!

想玩啊！！！

 Dès que vous cessez de vouloir quelque chose, vous l'obtenez. 当你不再渴望某样东西时，你就会得到它。

wasted

another day wasted by ME.
haiz.......

just now heard my housemates said KFC so...
I DECIDE TO EAT IT TOMORROW!!!
long time no eat.. lolss
脂肪什么的，不管了！

这书签的设计真的很有创意，哈哈

we used to be very close, USED TO BE.

and if you ask why isn't now... then please figure it our YOURSELF. 

 This is the way I am. I treat well those who treat me well. 我就是这么一个人，谁对我好我就对谁好 。

一个人的旅程

I don't even know is this called as a journey but who cares, haha
went out today, alone, just because i don't wanna stay at hostel, z
i think i'm gonna stay in that stupid hostel start tomorrow, really have to start STUDY
very have the mood to study these few days, like finally

after the movie, Starbucks again, haha

Greentea Frappucino and blueberry cheesecake

since when i really become a starbucks's fans?? O.o

and i think Pavilion's Starbucks is better... compare with Wangsa AEON, z

it was raining heavily when i finished the movie.. and i don't wanna be home so fast so.. 

just walking around, and then to daiso...

i wonder is it anything doesn't exist in Japan?? 

a lot of creative items can be found here! 

and i found those very cute notebooks~ 

it's hard cover, RM5 ehh, i think it's really affordable lu~~

but i'm not longer using a notebook so.. didn't buy -.-

and then i went to Forever 21.

i used to dislike this shop, when i first visit it.. in high school time?? or i should said when i was a kid -.-

the color is just.. so wild. so western style.

i like the design, but i don't think i can wear them and walking around

they just so not my style =/

and you know what?? it kept playing the clubbing song remix bla bla while i was looking the clothes!!

made me so wanna... GRRRRRRR. 

i'm not supposed to be here now... by this time :( suan le.

and i dressed like an idiot today...

with spec, backpack... zZzZ. NERD!!! so not Pavilion.... 

but i swear one day!! i will dress up like a LADY, walk in the so call BRANDED OUTLETS!!

在还没有找到疼自己的人前，要好好的疼自己！！

and i wonder why i never have the motivate to keep fit...

when watching so many slim people walking on the street... FML =.=

and this is what i watched today

The Dark Knight Rises

was.. kinda blurred, because don't know what happened in the previous episode??

but i was impressed... when the batman first appear in the scene...

so.. man! waooo XD

batman and also Bruce Wayne, Christian Bale

yup, he's the one play in 金陵十三钗 :D

never know he's so muscular, lol

Anne Hathaway

I like her.. style? in this movie. looks so cool!!

and i like his bike so much!! very cool!!! especially when it turning direction, haha!!

FIGHTING!!

I wish I could find someone who would feel my pain even though I'm saying OK with a smile.我希望找到这样一个人，即使我微笑着说“我还好”的时候，他也能察觉得到我的痛苦。