Wednesday, June 30, 2010

纯粹emo XP


今天……我是说昨天 XP

emo了一整天,真是够力了

7am才睡,一整天我吃了些什么?

面包,milo,白开水,hello panda...就这样

说真的,我也不懂自己在烦什么……

总之,就是很烦很无奈

吃不好睡不好,一整个晚上头都在痛

很厌倦这种生活,可是又可以怎样?

无话可说……我也不懂自己在说些什么……





生活总要过~~

Monday, June 28, 2010

look up!!

hmmm.. now just i realise it's almost 2 yrs i join blogger LOL
well, not the point XP

actually i almost done my previous post...

just left few photos, haha~



hmmm, this is outside canteen 2, they were promoting the OO night i think... they just stop and remain their action.. i mean pose.. DO U UNDERSTAND WAT I SAY?! ><... they kinda block the road...=.= this coming sunday is TT night... no, for me, TTN is no more stand for Tshung Tsin Night, but TalenTime Night...

this is miss chiew chi ling HAHAHAHAH she loves to "swim" at night... XD!! but ppl vy hardworking d lo, anything the lecturer said she'll mark down... so, if u need extra note of note then u go find her la HAHAHAHHAHA




HAHAHAH it's me again!! just wanna say that my hair is longer!!! *happy* but wish it can grow FASTAAAA!!!!!! and YEAH IT'S KATAK AGAIN!! actually, except class time, bath time, and boom time, and come online time, at room it's omez with me... MUAHAHAHHA XD!!

lik this first... TATA!! XD

Saturday, June 26, 2010

keep going on~~

bububububububububububububububu

ahhhh, the mood feel so not right today... i mean friday XP

firstly, i wake up kinda early today

because of a dream, and also for that DUT class... hubungan etnik lecture...

aikss, felt so regret to go there!! bcoz....

.. the class had been cancelled but i just knw tat when i reach!!!! SHIT!!

so, i go cc online lo.......

as wat i write on my facebook...

i don have the study mood today, even go class also feel so... don wan la ><...

but still, i attend eco lecture... and tat time was the most regret moment of the day!!!

wakao!!! i really cant understand anything the lecturer say!!!

haiz... why i will have eco agn in college....

i thought i no need care tat DD and SS anymore, manatau....

S1 & S2 study eco in BM, S3 in chinese, nw in eng....
HAHAHAHAHA =.=
next sem got accounting lagi... SOI!!! SOI AAAAA!!!!!!!!!

well.... after the lecture still got eco tutorial lagi.... arghhh

me long time didn feel sleepy in the class alrdy u know...

but the lecturer... make me.... zzz.... haiz

after the clz i straight go back slp le....

why tmw still got class?!!!!!!! AIKSS!!!!

well, pictures time!!






hmmm... during tutorial class, but this is travel nt eco class, means few days ago, hehe. don thought that my class got many people, actually it's only around 20... or less than that --.--







hmmm... this is on the table of lecture hall... confirm nt by me la ok... show for shong XP



WALAO!!!!!!! MY MOUSE PAD ROSAK JORRRRR AHHHHHHHHHH

cant finish my post le... haiz. tmw la ><....

Friday, June 25, 2010

HELP!!!!

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
not really got mood since last night..
and i dono why??
seriously, i dono why.....
later got class, til 4pm...
i think i beh tahan for such long time...
soi d ba got tutorial... ><....
yerrr how how how??????!!!!!!!!!!



HOW CAN GET BACK MY MOOD?!!
HELP!!!!!!

遥远的感觉


钢琴……我好久没有碰钢琴了
从3月中开始就没碰过了吧?
学了这么久,终究还是荒废了
就像……





我的人生一样……

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

入乡随俗





唉,是不是去到哪里都要入乡随俗?


虽然还是在同一个国家,但来到这里还是要跟随他们的习惯


讲话,都要想一下才讲……


不可以讲tak几,要讲几个字


不讲ya lo, 要讲an lo


不可以讲lan c... toh soi... hok....


是我太客家?可是这里的客家人也不懂


唉,是我太沙巴吧?哈哈


然后,要会搭这里的交通工具,不然哪里都不用去了


LRT...要知道在哪里下站才可以到你要去的地方


每条路至少有3条马路


要配合这里的人的生活,不然就有可能被淘汰


一个人,在这里真的活不了....


不再是centre point, 1b, warisan, suria...


而是sungei wang, 1U, times square, klcc...


看不到我每天回家都能见到,蔚蓝的大海


看不到我所熟悉的damai,吃我最喜欢吃的粥


也许你会说,这里好吃的东西很多


对,是有好吃的,那又怎样?


它不是我想要的味道啊……


……讲到太远了 = =


好吧,再来说说我近来的生活


其实,也没有什么好说的,haha


转眼竟然快要一个月了,好快,真得好快


怎么觉得今年的时间过得特别快?真讨厌


好像好久没看到我了吧?


现在就让你看看我在这里的bot cong样吧 XD

哎……白痴一个 ><....

Saturday, June 19, 2010

梦,终究是梦


刚才上课途中经过礼堂,原来今天有个毕业典礼

他们,穿着黑袍,戴着四方帽,手中拿着亲友们送的花束和玩偶

很忙的,跟亲友们拍照

看到这一幕,有一种说不出来的感觉

我也会有那么的一天吗?

以前总是憧憬着,一直和朋友讨论着毕业的事

很要的我们,在想着谁送谁花,送什么花,多少枝花

然后,毕业后去那里玩,玩多少天……

都是很久很久以前的事了

现在才发觉,和朋友一起上大学或学院,是一个很奢侈的愿望

不知道是我说得不够清楚还是什么

老天他只完成了我一半的愿望

看着看着,他们幸福的笑容

想着想着,我那遥不可及的梦……

Thursday, June 17, 2010

suckssss life

finally a post with photo?? =.=



firstly, if u live in KL and u don hv any transport... BUS & LRT, or taxi watever you like. it's quite easy actually... if you knw where's your destination XP plan before u go out!!!

lecture hall. my course just a fewwwww people... those people you seen through this photo were mostly hotel managament's....





opps!! my messy room when on the first week at my hostel, hehe. IT'S BETTER NOW, BELIEVE ME!!! XD the only thing i wanna complain is...... WHY NO PHONE LINE OR INTERNET LINE IN THE ROOM?!!! sucksssssss =.=



yup, this is the list showing that what u CANT wear within the school... the truth is, I CAN SEE THEM EVYERWHERE INSIDE THE SCHOOL =.=




friends at hostel? they're SENIORS haha. they're preparing to cook steamboat... hmm... did i told you CANT COOK IN THE HOSTEL??? --.--




went to KLCC for movie last.. tuesday. TGV SUCKSSSSSSS.

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well, just let it there for while

life, still not going as what i expected

i'm getting disappointed toward my life day to day....

what do i really want?? what can i still have?

who's still beside me?? who am i still having??

what, why, who, when, how...

我学会不再期待,不再期待你的信息,等你上网……你也有自己的生活要过,我也是时候靠自己生活。也许,我真的应该什么都不要想,去图书馆读书算了。越想越觉得痛苦,我怕了,我不敢想了……我什么都不要了……可以给我一点宁静的日子吗?我哭不出来,很辛苦……我不知道可以跟谁倾诉……我不想要这种生活……我很怕……谁可以来保护我……一秒也好……

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

还是吗?

当谎话完全占据你的生活后







你,还是你吗?

something to be told...

这是转载的文章…………
1.对自己好点,因为一辈子不长;对身边的人好点,因为下辈子不一定能够遇见!
2.对不起是一种真诚,没关系是一种风度。如果你付出了真诚,却得不到风度,那只能说明对方的无知与粗俗!
3. 如果你知道去哪﹐全世界都會為你讓路。
4.我喜欢你,很久了,等你,也很久了, 现在,我要离开,比很久很久还要久......
5. 纯,属虚构 。乱,是佳人。
6.一个人只有一个心脏,却有两个心房。一个住着快乐;一个住着悲伤。不要笑得太大声,不然会吵醒旁边的悲伤。
7.世界上最远的距离 不是树与树的距离 而是同根生长的树枝 却无法在风中相依
8.苹果最光辉的一刻就是砸在牛顿头上!
9.爱情使人忘记时间,时间也使人忘记爱情。
10.分手就是不爱了,那些冠冕堂皇的理由,不是想让对方好过,而是想让自己好过点!
11. 生活累,一小半源于生存,一小半源于攀比。
12.不要让太多昨天占据你的今天!
13. 如果说美貌是推荐信,那么善良就是信用卡!
14. 不吃饭的女人这世上也许还有好几个,不吃醋的女人却连一个也没有。
15.失去的东西,其实从来未曾真正地属于你,也不必惋惜。
16. 无论多豪华的婚礼都不代表幸福婚姻,两个人终生相处和睦与否和筵开几席、多少首饰全无关联。
17.如花美眷,也敌不过似水流年
18. 广告就是告诉别人,钱还可以这么花
19.小三,除法中的余数而已
20.人生的大部分时间里,承诺同义词是束缚,奈何我们向往束缚。
21.力的作用是相互的,除了爱情的力量。
22. 许多人在重组自己的偏见时,还以为自己是在思考。
23.生活中有太多无可奈何的选择。社会就像江湖,总是让人身不由己,言不由衷。
24.我们都是远视眼,模糊了离我们最近的幸福。
25.原来那么爱我的你和那么爱你的我都停滞在曾经的时候,爱情就结束了.
26.你若先走了,转身时就不要怪我也在背对着你
27.只要你的脚还在地面上,就别把自己看得太轻;只要你还生活在地球上,就别把自己看得太大。
28. 如果你要考验我的耐心,请先把你的耐心准备好。
29. 每个人都是单数...来时是...去时也是.....
30.在我们的爱情里,我一直扮演爱你的角色,分手时别问我为什么分手,问问你自己。
31.人生---下课啦..放学啦..放假啦..毕业啦..混够啦..老啦..后悔啦..死啦...
32.不能在一起就不能在一起吧,其实一辈子也没那么长...
33.古时候就有外星人的记载,因为丈二和尚摸不着头脑
34.一个人身边的位置只有那麽多,你能给的也只有那麽多,在这个狭小的圈子里,有些人要进来,就有一些人不得不离开
35.很多人,因为寂寞而错爱了一人,但更多的人,因为错爱一人,而寂寞一生
36.你可知 上天是不公平的 你可以選擇 愛我 或者 不愛我 而我卻只能選擇 愛你 或者 更愛你37.人人都觉得永远会很远 其实它可能短暂得你都看不见
38.妈妈说人最好不要错过两样东西,最后一班回家的车和一个深爱你的人 。
38.时间仍在,是我们在飞逝。
39.我允许你走进我的世界,但不许你在我的世界里走来走去..
40. 我爱你时,你才那么闪耀,我不爱你时,你什么都不是


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you know, there is 2 number 38 XD
i'm having... dono how d night again
plan to slp a while before come to online, and tat time i'm having headache
i keep rolling on the bed, fighting with the headache, zzz
10pm like that, a friend call me and talk to me
even it's several time disconnect there, but she still keep on calling
well, really appreciate what u've done for me
原来,我需要的,是讲话 =.=
lame right?? but u really cant live without tat XP




and.. i wanna say.....



that video...说真的,我很介意
我觉得,那是我……怎样讲叻?
就像,是我的把柄,我的弱点一样
你也会说,没有人愿意脱光光给人家看的
到现在,其实我还是不太能接受那一次的失败……
可不可以,不要给人家看?
我没有生气,可是就是不喜欢啦,明白吗?><....
那天,他讲的时候我真的觉得好糗……唉
随便拉。我讲爽罢了。





最近很会一直乱想东想西……
可是,也没有什么感觉
虽然,有很多明明是不爽,不喜欢,不开心的事
可是渐渐的,都变得没有什么感觉
有啦,有时还是会有淡淡的感伤……
所以,我都尽量不去想,什么都不想
这样,生活是不是就可以好过一点?
不知道。哈哈。




我又饿了 =.=

Friday, June 11, 2010

旁观者

很快又说来到了星期五
我在这里也差不多两个星期,习惯了
我竟然也就忘了原来今天是星期五
怎么就想起了呢?
因为现在四周围都没有什么人……
才9点多耶!这才想起……今天大家已经陆续回家了……
刚才在宿舍从厕所回房途中,看到有2两个uncle =.=
我还以为什么,原来是来接他们的孩子回家的
好幸福啊啊啊!
我也好想回家 =((
唉算了,我没有他们那么好命 ><....
yerr,好像只有SSH的学生拜六有课的哦……
做么要哦?!!烦到死!
现在上网也不懂要做什么,好闷哦
我说哦,西马这里有什么地方是好玩的啊?
除了云顶,sunway, KL...
我的course要举办一个trip去玩,哈哈
可是我想应该是要写报告的吧?哎呀……
不要紧,可以玩就好!哈哈~
很久没有跟一大班人去trip了……
在中学时真正能说上是trip的我只参加过一次罢了啊
还要是初一的时候……
随便啦,都过去这么久了
我也已经不是中学生啦,哈哈
不知道要写什么了,就这样先吧……
明天……会是怎样的一天呢?

crazyyyy night!!

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA
dono why i'm soooooo high right now!! XD
today.. i mean 10/6, feel kinda happy haha
although it alrdy 11/6 nw... 3.05am!! XD!!
it's been long time ago didn chat like this with friends... haha
i finally realise the importance of having this laptop, hehe
actually got class at10am... but nt sleepy at all!!
becoz i slpt a lot today... hehe
ahhhhhhhh damn high!!!!
i dono what to type anymore... hehe
mayb i should just go sleep --.--
wish my class tmw wont too bored HAHAHAHAHHA





NIGHTSSSS!! =D





lastly,




I SERIOUSLY LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS!! ♥ ♥

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

我怕我没有机会跟你说一声再见
因为也许(就)再也见不到你
宁愿我要离开熟悉的地方的你
要分离我眼泪就掉下去

我会牢牢记住你的脸
我会珍惜你给的思恋
这些日子在我心中永远都不会抹去
我不能答应你我是否会再回来
不回头不回头的走下去……










今天学到了一点教训,还有明白了一些事情
不能拥有的话,那就只好放走啦~
要懂得接受事实 lol
不懂在写什么……饿!T.T

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

世界上最寂寞的46件事,你有过吗?

世界上最寂寞的46件事,你有过吗?


1拿起电话,按下号码后迟迟不敢拨通绿色的按钮。
2在喧闹的地方,只有自己安静地坐着,不想听别人说话。
3打电话给故人,故人说,我很忙,待会再说。
4遇见开心幸福的事情,无人分享。
5路过一家曾经和喜欢的人一起去过的餐厅,餐厅在被拆除,记忆也是。
6夜晚一个人面对黑暗和空洞。
7想对着喜欢过的人笑,结果却笑着哭了出来。
8对关心自己的人说,没事,我很好,你放心。
9给自己削苹果,想起曾经有个人为你剥开一个芒果时候的微笑。
10看一部压抑的电影,想哭却哭不出来。
11夜晚一个人坐巴士,看路边的不停变换的灯光、树和行人。
12听到一句熟悉的歌词,想起某个曾经说要守护你,现在却不在身边的人。
13一个人看电影,吃爆米花。
14放假的时候,站学校某处在天台上,看天空以及空无一人的道路。
15吃一道菜,想起有人说,要为你学会它,为你做一辈子。
16看见似曾相似的背影。
17洗衣服的时候,想起他为你晒衣服的样子。
18大热天在空调房里,记起有个人,曾经为你大汗淋漓奔走,只为你一笑的情景。
19鼓足勇气故意发错一条信息给想要联系的人,第二天醒来,仍然没有他的消息。
20有人对你说,你真像个小公主,想起曾经有人真的把你捧得像公主。
21尴尬地遇见一个喜欢你,你却明白自己永远不可能喜欢上的男生
22对迎面走来的朋友微笑,朋友却没有看见。
23想起年幼的朋友,现在却不再联络。
24你说笑话,身边的人不笑,却想起有个人对你说,我是觉得你讲笑话的样子很好笑。
25想要打个电话给父母撒娇,话到嘴边又咽了回去,因为不想让他们担心。
26冬天的时候,在寒风中,裹紧自己的大衣。
27蜷缩在被子里睡觉。
28做梦梦见一个人,醒来却只有自己一个人。
29公路两边树上新长出绿色的叶子,欢腾而热闹,但热闹是他们的,你什么也没有。
30穿高跟鞋脚疼,一个人扶着街边的树脱下鞋子。
31东西坏了,自己不会修,又没人帮你修。
32电影散场,你等的人却仍然没有来。
33精心安排了很久的约会,到了临近对方却回答没有时间。
34一个人拍大头贴。
35睡觉前,收不到晚安的短信息。
36难过的时候,不知道给谁打电话比较好。
37明明不舍得,但却必须扔掉过去有关记忆的东西的那一刻。
38对他说,我过的很好,你也要过的好。
39对于别人的伤害,无力去计较,根本不想计较的时候。
40每天醒来必须忘记昨天的不愉快时。
41逛商场时看见美丽的东西,想要买给他,却再也不能买给他。
42看见穿着情侣装的恋人牵手过马路。
43为了忘记一个人剪头发,更新身边物件。
44打开日记本,看见里面都是一个人的名字。
45有一堆明明不敢面对,却又不舍得删除或者销毁的照片。
46看见一个很像你,经历着和你曾经一样故事的人。





大多数,不管是以前还是现在都经历过……
孤单的感觉,真的很难受……
如果现在你的身边有个人,去抱抱他吧!
因为有他,你不是一个人
自由,不见得完全是好事
你得到了全部,却也失去了很多……
你觉得被人管治很烦?你觉得父母很烦?你觉得朋友很烦?
当你出来读书或做工后,你才会懂得什么叫真正的烦……
真正的烦恼,你还没有见识到呢
我想,我也是?
加油啊各位……
我很饿阿……没力想东西了……
今天……其实是在讲拜一……
我只吃了2个sandwich,还有5片creamO饼干……强吗?
我不想吃………………

Monday, June 7, 2010

awwww

aiyoyo~~
really sorry for didn updating my blo~~
*although i knw nobody is watching it --.--
hmm... life is still going, nothing special to say~~


... why don hv any photo???
well, i aldy chg my photo...
and the memory card too small i dono hw connect to the comp...
i don hv the USB cable of my phone, so...
LIKE THIS LA ><...
i also don wan d a... alrdy a lot of photo inside my phone aiksss



it's time to go nw...
me at cc again LOL

Sunday, June 6, 2010

keep holding on^^

You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side, you know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No I won't give in

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's too late, this could all disappear
Before the doors close
And it comes to an end
With you by my side I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend
Yeah, yeah


Hear me when I say, when I say I believe
Nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through....




hmmm.... boring life
hope i can found something to cheer up my life =P

Saturday, June 5, 2010

It was three AM when you woke me up
And we jumped in the car and drove as far as we could go
Just to get away
We talked about our lives Until the sun came up
And now I'm thinking about How I wish I could go back
Just for one more day One more day with you


Everytime I see your face
Everytime you look my way
It's like it all falls into place
Everything feels right
Ever since you walked away
You left my life in disarray
All I want is one more day
It's all I need one more day with you



When the car broke down We just kept walkin along
Til we hit this town There was nothing there at all
But that was all okay
We spent all our money on stupid things
But if I looked back now, I'd probably give it all away
Just for one more day One more day with you


Now I'm sittin here, like we used to do
I think about my life and how now there's nothing I won't do
Just for one more day One more day with yo


....Everytime I hear your name
Everytime I feel the same
It's like it all falls into place
Everything feels right
You walked away
Just one more day
It's all I need,
just one more day with you....





......酱又讲过了一个星期,几快一下
可是我对于这里还是有点懵懵懂懂……
慢慢的习惯,无可奈何的事
发现到,其实这学校也没有大到哪里去……哈哈
只是,无论你什么时候到学校,都可以看到大把人走来走去
因为大家的上课时间都不一样嘛
不过如果你的上课时间太显就很麻烦了
比如说,早上12点上课后,要等到下午5点才有课
那几个钟你要做什么了?慢慢想啦~XD
你可以回家,可是如果你的家很远勒?
可以去cc,去图书馆……随便拉 ><...
我懒惰写哦!下次拉哈哈~~XD

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

assignment?!!

well well... today is doing fine anyhow...
just.... got a word... i listen for whole day today... that's...



ASSIGNMENT!!!!!



walao!! they say already got 4 to 5 assignment already...
the worst is.... I DON HAVE GROUP!! AHHH!!!
need wait till the class time ask the lecturer... aiks
i just got a group at hubungan etnik tat class...
and... my group's ppl already done finding the info....
aikss, so so soooo paiseh ><.....
and and, i dono why i have to learn BM STUFF lagi at college...
what HUBUNGAN ETNIK...
for those who been went to NS....
Hubungan etnik just like ur class integrasi!! DAMN BORED!!
AND!! the teacher is malay... i still have to learn BMBMBMBMBMBMBM....
luckily i pass my BM!! if not need attend BM class.... Z!!!


i wonder how i do the assignment..
you know, most of my classmates... or all of them, are live in KL....
it's like only me live hostel... astakataka.....
tat printing manager or wat... WHERE ARE YOU?? I NEED MY NOTESSSSSSS!!!
if not how i do my homework????
and text book... i wanna second hand one...
who wan to buy a book which cost RM92 and just use for 1 smester only.... SIAO!!



...... i'm getting better to my new life.......
just hope that......




... i wont fail in my exam!!! ><....




tata...... XP

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

brand new month again~

happy june!!! lols....
today was the 2nd day of my college life
well, it's getting better? coz i knw someone who same confuse now haha
NS ppl... mao bian ><....
whoots, it's so nice tonight! got ppl use laptop? or wat, the music very loud can listen song haha
after i walk walk in the school this 2 days, i think that...
actually this school not really big also jeh~ i think i wont lost anymore? lol
although still got bit confuse and got assignment to do although i dono what is it....
although i dont have group, dont have club, dont have books, dont have notes...
what else? lolxx. will be better d la~~~



I CAN DO IT!!!!! XD


then... what else a?? i forgot hahax.
so, just like this first la~
wish u all success in ur exam...^^