not accepted

……想不到过了几年，我还是那个我吗？
我不能，更不想接受那个答案……我不要！
我是那种人吗？我真的是吗？
直到现在，我还是不想承认…………
我应该不是吧？我不是！唉……
干吗突然烦这个啊？==


i need part time now!! ><....

想念的时间又到了~~
虽然还没有开始读书，可是好想快点考试
因为一考完试就放假了！
想要轻松一下~嘻嘻
最想要的是，回到沙巴再体验一次以前的生活……
东西，总就是旧的好 =)

离开之后

是不是真的要等到离开之后才会珍惜？




突然，我累了



想起在这里的生活，觉得开始有点累了
不过2个月的时间我就不行了？
我只是需要休息罢了



每天，总是看着电脑到要天亮才关掉
是不是有点太过火了？



其实，不知道要写什么，哈哈
谢谢那些陪我在面子书聊天的朋友们
真的很谢谢你们
因为跟你们聊天，所以我也没有什么去想太多那些有的没的
很想你们，真的很想
想念跟你们一起出去玩的日子……
不管是沙巴的，还是NS的，又或者是kampar的……



你们，一定要过得好好的哦！





……不然谁跟我聊天啊？lol......



=)

haiz

不知怎么了，今晚好想好想大哭一场
可是，却怎么也哭不出来……



……我到底是怎么了？


夜深人静，每个人都在睡觉
而我在这黑漆漆的空间里，在干什么呢？






感觉自己快发疯了






我不知道应该用怎样的言语来形容现在的我
就像我不懂自己该用怎样的心情去面对每一天



我好想发狂




搞不清楚自己。困扰。

missing

something is bothering me again recently......
and it made me feel that, i'm really stupid and immature
why, why i wouldnt stop it from happenning?
what am i thinking that time....
i'm seriously hae no idea about it.....
all i wanna do now is, 逃避
i dont wanna think about it anymore........



以前刚出来时，老爸老妈一直提醒我这提醒我那
我就一直在想，放心啦，我没有那么蠢上当什么的……
结果，还是败给了自己……唉。
当下，实在好想念从前的日子……



回不来，回不来，剩下的，只有悲哀……

from past to now =)

wanna post something stupid today, hehe
gaaa dono why cant type chinese and forgot hw to reset so suan la =.=


oldiiiii XP


cant found my junior one photo... nvm tat day me too noob XP


nahh, this is me when i'm 14 i think. any different with now?? XD



aiii? i cant found my junior 3 photo also...
aikss, coz tat time my pc kena format lai, so many photo lost tat time TT


senoir 1 me. started like to be pretty pretty but still fail anyhow --,--

17 me?? i think, hehe. walao damn miss my long straight hair o... i need to wait at least one year to having long hair again... TT!


also last year me, but that time i alrdy cut short bit... cut my rebonding hair!! zzz... but i lik this pattern also, hehe




2010 me, but this is january or wat i think, taking pic with my hilux which alrdy TATA nw XP


me, few months ago, before i went to NS, before i came KL, and just havng hair cut for a week i think ><.... and, now me =.= me long time didn ss here, so... don expect much for tat ><....


i dono why i upload these, just wanna see see me got any chges or nt??
what do u think? lol



i seriously miss sabah food o... although, they not really tasty?? HAHA
got the home feel ma...
i'll try them all when i back to kk on the coming sep! evyday FOOD!!

XD!!!!



i'm waiting....

normal life in KL?

hmm... having some photoshoot during the lecture of travel XP

BUT!

i'm not going to show you all of them due to the QUALITY?? hehe...

yaya i knw i cacat =.=

owhh my dear dont feel paiseh.. i should feel more paiseh than u.. ><....

and... finally i cant control myself and buy a burger now.... T.T.....

and i finally found my group of H.I. and i need to done it by tmw??

coz my mate hvn send me the info... can i?? lol...

tmw!! ahhhh!!! XD

my new baby!! =D


finally it was here!! ahhh!! really thx a lot to my LOVELY sister~~MUAKZZ!! XD


it's like that~~~~






well.. been eating mcD for 3 days CONTINOUS!! ahh u knw the feeling or nt?? ><... the top one were megaMac but as u see actually it's not really big different with big mac.. I RATHER BIG MAC!! zzz... and... first time to call for the delivery... and that day i just knw tat delivery price is exp lot than usual!! grr....
and i went to KLCC to meet up my sis last sunday... have no idea where to have lunch then we sui bian enter a restaurant... sheeet.... this restaurant... FREAK!!


which one? lol... everytime i saw this kind of weird title restaurant i'll think of ah b's idea... XD!


hmmm.. not bad, but i still rather upper's XD!!
what.. sharing is caring ma~~ XD!!
--.--....

唉，考试都没有这么认真==


and i wear during my H.E. presentation yesterday.... but i didn wear glasses~ me usually wear contact lens to schu....



and i wanna say that....



你是好人，但人都有缺点
我还没接受完你的缺点，也担心讲话时会讲错话
所以，就先保持这样？
有缘分的话，我们会见面的，lol



TOODLES!! =D

another double post?? XP

well then, i'm here to update my bloggie agn~~
sorry for the looooooong waiting lol actually nobody is waiting XP
done crazy thing again recently...
how crazy is it u see it urself... haiz
and recently very... haiz. lot of problems ><....


ahh another problem come agn...
problem to upload pic here =.=
so, sorry la.. see tmw if the problem is fix... ><...


FRIDAY!! AHHH!! XD

错过

很想放一些相片上来，可是不知道要放什么……

三个月没有跟沙巴的朋友家人见面了，很想念他们

三个月罢了嘛，怎么就错过那么多事情了？

我错过了很多的最后一次……

教师节，民谣，bazaar，TTN。。。很多，这里找不到的回忆

这些，在我决定走之前就已经想到了

回不来……

希望，你们很好 =)

路

对阿，我又不知道要讲什么了

不知道，明天要做什么

吃什么呢？去那里吃呢？几时冲凉？几时睡觉？

几点起床？要交什么功课？几时要交？几时要做？

看什么人，讲什么话？

我不想想，我什么都不想做

就算是来到这里，我还是什么都不懂

什么都很不愿意，很没有心情

我不想知道……我又想逃避了…………

很烦，不懂烦什么

很想讲出来，可是想来想去也不懂要怎样讲

讲什么呢？不知道

很想，清静……

past time

hmm...突然想起穿校服的日子，haha

现在每天都都要想明天要穿什么衣服去上课，lol

刚才去找找，发现自己也没什么穿校服拍照==

可惜啊……找不回来的回忆 =(

白校服，现在真的是看不到了鲁~我是说在崇正看不到了……这校服也是有好处的~至少流汗的时候看不出，也快干！哈哈~~但就是不喜欢塞衣服！麻烦！尤其是遇到像BMW那样的老师时更惨！某某人会明白的 XD A裙也会被请去“喝茶”，或者抄名，要复检……哇很久没有听到复检这词了，哈哈。

哇……不懂发生什么事相片放不上来了==
就，暂时这样吧……
ish!!难得我想写 ><...

dude!!

hmmm... i feel a bit dizzy now @.@
aiya, actually i no need write this post d ba,
coz i forgot transfer the pictures from my phone to this laptop ==
today.. i mean wednesday, was the presentation of another 2 group in H.E.
ok la, better than me.. haiz
sad when i thought of that day..><....
so, i'm gonna present the H.E. again... SHEET
i do hate presentation a lot, I DO!!! grrrr....
few pictures about the present today but..
haiz, tmw la har..
walao pening pening... dono which idiot burning something outside... z!!



NO MOOD!!!!!!!

emo?

唉，不知做么好像要emo了……

有人又整天不理我……有人好像玩我？还是玩他自己，我不知道

我什么都不想知道阿

我懒惰去上课……好像把自己关在房间里……

像昨天一样？

昨天淋雨……不爽。还是释放不了……

我还是没有生病 XP

然后，生活很模糊

我快搞不清现在是不是活在现实之中了

我希望可以跟我的朋友坦白，我也希望我的朋友跟我坦白

是谁？LOL谁都可以啦，我是说我全部的朋友

又来了……我还是不知道自己在写什么……

根本不是我要写的东西……

我要讲什么？我要做什么？

……纳闷。

sad

yerrrrrrrr
i still cant believe that inuyasha has been finished for 2 yrs ooo
love him so much LOLSSSS
but nw i'm chasing naruto.. but didn fall in love with him XP
feel chi kit baa naruto XD
haiz... i'm thinking to go back hostel but...
... RAINING, HEAVILY.
nice one... i'm hungry alrdy... and it's cold here....
i don wan have gastric agn today... TT
haiz. a nonsense post to pass my time XO

不好……

事情大条了……
很烦啊现在……希望不是我想的那样……
希望，不是我们想的那样……
头痛……
我真的头痛…………

crazyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

i cant believe i done this crazy thing in a week!!!

PICTURES!!!!!!

woooo wooooo.... i go there alone twice in a week.....

old shopsssssssssssssssss and bicycle everywhere LOL

funny ppl, haha. han yang and jenice =D

ham jacky XDDD this leng zai don lik to take picture one~~

pizza hut~ awaiting for long time to eat together!!! but... I RATHER SABAH'S LOLSSS

part of kampar ktar...--.-- my schu??? @.@

us in fire zone~

chicken chop rice?? ahhh i wan upperstar's!!! ><...

vy BIG geh chicken chop a~~~

in DDS. hmm i mean cyber XD

圣诞老婆婆提早出来派礼物了~收到礼物的真惨……XD

vy wu liao so we go play this... lapsap so we juz leave them thr... hehe

我的美丽日记~RM16 for 10, mix mix~~XD

pool!! dono hw many months didn play... hehe. EAT TABLE!! AND SHOE!! XP

teh ais nt teh c ping --.-- as a college student, u need to take YAMCHA as a habit.. i just go there for few days then learn hw to finish my drink... LOLSS

roti KLCC~~ yamcha, usually go mamak la~ i mean SALIM lik tat HAHAHAHA

yeah~ m'sia boleh~~~

bus~ on the way to times square LOL

A & W!! i love the roofbeer and curly fries... ONLY xP

steamboat at ... johnny's? aikss nt good ><...

haiz bo lui aaa... tahan first la ><....

donut!! long time didn eat liao also... hehe.

photo sticker at times square... it's freaking LAN CC!!!! why sabah thr zap liao?!!! ish!!!!

my days... gonna start busy i think...

dono wat to say alrdy... TOODLES!!

O.o

hmmm.... why feel like so many people having problem recently a???
haiz, and so do i?? ><....
recently seem many assignments and test coming to me now...
today had the english grammar test. aiya at least it's not journal ><....
and today.. i mean yesterday, almost late for my class ><...
luckily chi ling got sms me... LOL don 暗爽 XD
my god.... and today dono why keep hungry hungry!! ishh!!!
and!! dono when i have to hand up my marketing and H.I assign....
just now kathleen sms and ask me when is it...
SHOCK ME!! how i knw... me at here also....
i don believe i'm doing this crazy thing again.....

AHH!!! i dono wat to do now....
又要腰酸背痛了……惨惨惨!

not good...

haiz... today totally not my day...
hvn emo but i think i'm gonna soon....
noooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
i don wan emo...
if i emo now i'll go do something stupid...
i really will if now... so......
DONNNNNNN!!!!!! I DON WAN!!!!! T.T!!!!!
haiz... wan talk with someone also so hard...
this world is really suckssssss
i dono wat to say alrdy....
anyway evything is not good today...
wanna cry... am i???




NOT GOOD!! NOT GOOD!!!!!!!!!!

posted by ME

Arh!!!! suddenly gt a strong feeling wan share sumthg, bt lazy create other blog...

so, i write here la... hehe... bt with permission of owner de la!!! ><

nw, lets c sum pic of my new life

before my presentation.. oh ya, i need to wear formal during the present...><...

well, this sohai said her suit gonna boom... can u see tat? actually u no need say our eyes also can tell us the truth...XD

then these, is tat sohai fell down by the roadside when she wanna elak a motor = =. well, it's nearly recover.. although she omez go scatch it....

hmm... this is during my farewell?? at 1B wagamama... aiks.. i hope this wont be the last dinner with them... but one of them alrdy fly...

hmmm... sohai's bday this year. ><....

p/s: pink font is written by BLOG OWNER since tat sohai said she cant type... = =