how?

currently thinking whether go for a hair cut or nt...
yes, i've been waiting my hair to grow longer as before since last year
but now... i prefer to be short hair girl LOL
long hair need lots of time to take care and HOT all the time needa tie up
and hell i've got no mood to DECORATE my hair -.-
although i wanna try the 丸子头 badly but...
aiya dono la =.=

long hair look... girly?? -.- but i like the coolness of the short hair... lol. so complicated z.


gonna heading to a place today
which is, a place i 99% wont go there again...
this time, really needa to look this place clearly
as, never has a chance, or a reason to go there anymore...


WAITING FOR THE PC EXPO NEXT WEEK~~

nameless X)

有些人一直在渴望别人了解自己
却一直把自己藏起来，埋到心底
然后，别人一说他/她什么的时候
就一直为自己辩护，说自己才不是那样子
说：“你懂什么？你根本就不了解我！”
自己不愿放开，却一直埋怨身边的人不了解自己

这样，算什么？

难道就是身边的人的错吗？你没有错吗？
一直活在自己的世界，以自我为中心
固步自封
找不到可以倾诉的人，是自己失败
可是！失败是可以改变的事实
为什么不试着去改变，只会一贯的怨天怨地？
知道自己不行，就应该更努力
人生还有很多事情可以做，却偏偏沉溺在自己的失败之中……

不知道该怎么说才对，我自己也算是这么一种人吧？
怨天怨地的习惯，我都减少了
面对生活的所有改变，我都已经麻木了
还有什么更可怕的？我都已经在这现实的世界活了19年了lol

面子书上总是有一大堆的文章，什么人生格言，妈妈没告诉你的事
这些都还好，可是有一些我觉得……=X
那些“没有安全感的孩子一定会做的事，超准！”
拜托啦，每个人都会经历的啦好不好
只是其中一个人生阶段，能不准吗？

在看这篇文章的人们，你想对号入座我是绝对没有反对的意思
你知道，有意识到自己是这样的人
恭喜你！因为你还是有的救的！
那些看了还浑然不觉的…………
朋友，是时候醒醒了，还要等闹钟响吗？

面对任何难题，请不要放弃~
你除了你自己，还有你周围默默关心你的家人，朋友

你绝对不是独自一人 =)

==============================================================

talk so soooo much cock, beh tahan z
today is the COMBO DAY....
japanese class, for 4 hours CONTINUOUS.....
worst! never got class like this before....
same subject OMG can you imagine the BOREDOM there?!!

the time nearly 2pm!!
tell you something!! i'm the first one rush out from the class LOL

aikss nothing special today.. just, the result out aldy -.-
what can i say??
it's not bad actually but i'm not satisfied, seriously.
didn't did well at assignments and mid term test ba ISHHH super regret!!!
this sem just 3 subs... can i get all A???

WAAAA DAY DREAMINGGGGGGGGGG

anything, only HALF

喝酒的伴 一起看电影的伴
早午晚餐的那个伴
朋友不能留得太晚
明天要上班
唱K的伴 一起去旅行的伴
听懂我的笑话的伴
 

我的生活 只差那个人就美满
快乐剩一人分享 快乐就只剩一半
喝一碗汤
心怎么都不够暖
这张被单 这张睡床
再舒服都觉得太宽
没人分享 幸福就只剩一半
就算把日子都填满
节日却提醒我孤单
 

没有想法 有想法又能怎样
只能写部落格整晚
几个留言安慰不了 心里的遗憾
没有负担 原来也是种负担
自由多得让人心慌
你羡慕我 那要不要跟我交换

快乐剩一人分享 快乐就只剩一半
喝一碗汤
心怎么都不够暖
这张被单 这张睡床
再舒服都觉得太宽
没人分享 幸福就只剩一半
努力把日子填满
别来提醒 我多孤单

没人知道我多孤单...

叮当的《一半》，第一次听的时候就很喜欢
不管是旋律，还是歌词
整首歌纯钢琴伴奏，更有味道，更突现孤单的滋味
未来的日子，可能就要像MV里的女主角一样过了
就很安分的，呆在房间里，看戏听歌……
你觉得我做不到？一路以来我在这里都是这样过的……
很难得我又在听华语歌，因为最近很韩流，比较想听韩国歌~
华文歌听了很多年，有点sienz了……
英文歌也是，lol~

那一天我终于看完了义海豪情
是啦我知道很慢可是又怎样z
只是想说，
没有抱没有kiss的爱情也可以很美很sweet~

还有一点点的废话，刚才用美图秀秀玩了一下
我out?好啦我承认 -.-
可使我本来就没有EDIT图片的习惯，可能以后会玩一点吧……
你说，科技是多么的恐怖
edit过后根本就不是本人 -.-
我是说，那些用美图用过头的人……lol

算啦，toodles~~

如果你可以，我才不会管你……问题是，你不可以……

@.@

haiz, i really speechless for 8am class

 not only these, still got a lot..

that time is 7.55am LOL evyone rush to class from hostel -.-

 oh my snowman! what happen to you?!

the real situation lol i knw i'm bored =.=

k la lazy write le someone keep blow me and me slpy zzz another 8am clz agn....................

random

hmmmm
我知道大眼睛的男生是很好看
可是我不是很喜欢大眼睛的男生
因为那样看起来会很像女生 -.-
我喜欢~眼睛有点小，可是酷酷的男生 =D
…………干吗突然间讲这个？！=.=


and you know what???
化妆品的确是女人的恩物
它可以让女人变得美丽，更有自信？
可是另一方面，卸了妆后的女人却让人不敢恭维

虚伪的外表太华丽，使真实的自己变得面目可憎

自从接触了化妆品和color lens后
我都没什么自拍完全素颜的自己
可喜？可悲？

我
就这么一个我
却
没办法接受
真正的自己

算什么？=.=

可是

又怎样？！

管你们怎么说
做好自己就可以了 XP

是我啦，是我！BOOooo!!

dont la...

啊啊啊啊！好像要伤风了……鼻子很痒！

时不时又肚子痛……#%&#%$&

昨天去jusco补货+mom mom, 好像花了不少钱……

owh owhh, 这舞狮嘛，是礼拜我回来的时候在subang看到的

b不知道他们在搞什么活动

也不知道这舞狮的到底在做什么=.=

懂我的意思吗？

烂。

 他们一直会搞gay的，可是我没拍到……

 这个叻，我蛮喜欢吃的~可是不知道哪里有卖？我从沙巴带来的，Lol。

 终于！我有了watson card...以后会常常光顾的 XD

 hmmm, 忘记rotate了……big apple memeber card?? 几yeng一下……我apply爽的，我都不常去big apple 的……

 woo! 我从家里带来的小东西~前年还是大前年在mini toon买东西时送的~反正放在家也是生尘，就带来了~ 我在这里很孤单啊 T___________T

在床上角 lol.

今天元宵，大家元宵节快乐阿~

我勒，就无法跟家里人吃饭了~

第一个在外面过的元宵~~唉

describe?

i dono what the hell mood is this
me didn emo, but nt happy? O.o just easy...
aikss, evyone go go go fly fly fly...
but me stil back this sakai place continue the sakai course...

I REALLY DONT LIKE HERE BUT HELL I CANT TELL THE REASON!!!

just dont like laa =(

one of my coursemate seems to withdraw from the course..
aiyoo, dont feel sayang meh gone in the half way...
dont wanna talk about this...

went to TS yesterday, 15/02/2011
watch all's well end's well...
ok i admit that really late to watch this but SO WHAT??
i did spam all the movie and got no movie to watch aldy...


thinking to find a part time...
any introduce???
this sem is sooooooooo sienz....


IT'S CHANGED................

=(

11/02/2011, we made a farewell? lol just a dinner with ma friends...

aikss, Ang is leaving, off to australia tomorrow..

 yeah this is super white! coz i forgot to set back my camera mode.. z

 take good care at australia! remember go kl visit me... T.T

 =D

then today i went to TTSS sport meet 2011~
they're really unlucky, coz it's raining season this year.. during the sport meet X)

 she macam budak =O

 long time didn tie up my hair like NOOBIE although i'm really look noob XP

 大会旗…… SCOUTS!! =D

 concert band~ miss the song they played...

 green house

 pink house

 red house

 blue house

 yellow....

lazy write le so many ppl watching me =.=

=================================================================

well, i think there's no more chance, no more times...
after few days of thinking, i'm finally put down a little already...

no matter how life turn to be, just remember...

i'm always by your side =]

GAMBATEH!

combo CNY

finally i bought a new card reader...

 年初一look X) but this doesn't taken on that day... XD seriously, i like this dress so much! but dono where else i can wear to... =.=


hmm, these happen on 28/01/2011 i think =.=
going to gaya street but that time is 8 something, late jor
so... crazy finding parking that time...

 HARLOOOOO =D

 she thought i wanna SS so she kacau me but TOO BAD i'm captured both of us ok =.=

 good timing! the firework start when we found the parking!! but the pictures quality not really good 'coz we were on the way to gaya street, WALKING. so i'm captured them while walking... btw THEY'RE NICE!! =D

 many many stalls X)

 the entry of gaya street.. hehe

hmm, and this did happen at the 0000 of 年初一
go普陀寺for第一炷香~

 hmmm, not really many people compare with last few years =X

 above:观音菩萨
below from left: my sis, mum and dad -.-

 we played a while rummy before we went to bai bai.. after back from temple then i did this... hmm -.-


now is about年初二....
the busiest day of my home during CNY ><....

 my mum, dok gai ing XD

 hoho, our lunch! all done by my mum~ BANGGA!! =D

 night then went to ah lan's open house, i dono what were they doing on the half way gambling.... O.o


then is 年初三？i forgot ehehehe
went to lok kawi zoo... with family~ X)

 my bro and FAT FAT UGLY UGLY ME YEAH! i dono will go there... T.T

 i think the honey bears were the most 值得看... they're CUTE!! XD

 aww they're cute also~ they screaming? for food i think so loud =(

 still the bear XD and something special happen there HAHAHA but the photo is with my sis -.-


night i met my primary classmates at damai upperstar~
sorry i didnt plan well for the gathering but the amount of ppl attended is out of my expectation also XD

 me and ying, the future teacher XD

 me and joyce, aww i miss you! =D hope to see you again... the group photo with adeline aikss....

 yiii act cute YUCK.


年初四，night went to ESCAPE.

hmmm. nothing special, but i feel toh soi =.=

lion dance AGAIN... blur, am capturing the standing 北京狮, hehe

then i macam didnt take any photo le...
no mood =.=

 me and my bro LOL he so 老水！just 12 years old....

KKIA, send my sister this morning... we'll miss you ='(

anything else? my eyes are soooooo tired....

gonna..

这几个星期回家的感觉，搞到我真的以为自己没有离开过 =.=
唉，说这么快，新年已经过了一半了
我真的觉得自己很老，思想也变得老 kon kon -.-

明天姐就要回新加坡了……
我礼拜也要回KL了……
说真的，有点舍不得……


everyone is gone..
gone for study...
gone for work...

GONE FOR LIFE....

sem3又讲要开始了
妈的要早早起身，好讨厌……
下午没有课，不懂要做什么……
可能拜六也没有课……
惨了咯，不知道会得空到什么程度 =.=

一切又要从头开始了……？

boo boo

today.. i mean yesterday(5/2/2011) i went to..
-mom mom dim sum
-lok kawi zoo -.-
-1B
-damai upperstar
-evelyn's home
-foh sang
-BLA BLA BLA...


owh, i think most of my time with my family O.o
macam got bit weird weird but, feel good lol
photo, no need say la, LATER

the gathering....
hmm, better than what i've expected
so how, it's still something that... i dont satisfied =X

well, waiting for today events...
... i knw nothing about this~

hmmm

hmm, not really feel like blogging recently
didnt take much photo also.. even ss -.-
is it because of i'm getting older??


thinking of stop blogging =X

时代不同啦~

唉，我想说……
现在的小孩子真是太幸福了！

昨晚我看到我弟弟在fb跟他的一位女生朋友chatting...
内容嘛，当然是经过同意才看的（他敢不给我看？！）
不知要讲我的弟弟单纯啊，还是那位女生成熟？
讲什么脏话=.=
但是小学生还是有一样东西没有变，就是……
整天讲某某同学喜欢某某同学 =.=
哈！讲什么情情爱爱啦~
我明白我在我姐姐眼中是多么的小孩子……
就如我弟弟在我眼中一样……

什么pps，偶像剧，facebook，touch screen手提电话……
呸！以前哪来的这些东西？！
年纪小小就拿着ipad duk来duk去……
怎样？我就是妒忌！哈哈哈！

ahhh我今天没有拍到照……终于等到穿新衣了说 T___T
我是几时才可以换我的profile picture a?!



…………………………ok, 我承认我还是很闷。

兔气扬眉~

正月初一头一天~ 新年快乐！
从以前到现在，年初一对我来说是极其无聊的一天 ==
一个美好的下午，我还坐在这里blogging就证明我是真的很无聊……

唉，照片要等到我买到新的card reader先哦……
sienzz 哦大把照片在我的电话 z
昨晚的团圆饭也冷冷清清~亲戚们都不在~~
一年比一年闷啊……

烟花，昨晚看了好多烟花， lol
马来西亚几时打烟花合法啦？-.-
不过……我家也有打一个啦 XD
配合一下嘛~~嘻嘻

啊啊啊，我懒惰讲了，也没有东西讲

就，

新年快乐！

恭喜发财！

CNY??

WTF i can finally use a laptop to online and hell yeah got no photo on this post...

not really feeling good,

no feel to celebrate the CNY huh really cant feel it

anything else can let me become happy a bit?? PLEASE...

about all the gathering and hang out plan watever

please you guys la

not only me can plan d kan?

not only me got phone d kan??

evyone got fb kan???

then, PLEASE.....

dont alwy just ask me or whoever to plan

you all also can plan d, and big way better than me??

sienz lo, always want me to think when where who how

really, please... =)

no mood, i dono when can i sit in front of my own pc and online.

tata.

HAPPY CNY =]