tata, 2010~

不怎么愉快的心情……但还是写吧， 唉

*JANUARY*

hmmm，其实这是2月发生的事，不过却早早就从2009年开始了，永远不会忘记的回忆~~其中的点点滴滴，外人不懂~

 *FEBRUARY*

我参加了我人生中最后一次的house party. nothing special, but someone did dress very special that night, haha.我也在这月头发神经走去剪短头发，超短！不过我喜欢~可是，却很想念我留了近6-7年的长发~到现在都还没有长！T.T

 *MARCH*

开始变化的生活。由于SPM的成绩出了，而我又考的不上不下，学校的考试也考得一塌糊涂，就在那一个星期的学校假期，那一次的education fair,我决定了现在的生活。而我也在这个月份，有了我自己的farewell party...想起来，依然那么的不舍……然后，NS又在这个时候找我，那时候……真是身心疲惫阿~~

 *MAY*

月尾，我终于从NS出来了！虽然一直一直都很想快点出来，不过到了那一天，始终还是不舍了 ><....毕竟，大家天天在里头一起生活了两个月，怎样说都还是会有感情的啊……

 *JUNE*

 唉，学院生涯开始了~没有什么好说的，只是寂寞的感觉在那时候很浓郁~~

 *JULY*

 终于的，我慢慢的习惯了一个人的生活，没有人帮你，什么都要靠自己……寂寞，有什么好怕的？最讨厌整天把寂寞挂在嘴边的人……我也第一次，这么勇敢的自己一个人到另一座城市去……

 *AUGUST*

 学院的考试就是那么一回事！presentation到现在sem 2已经没有什么感觉了~不过，读书的心依然很散……

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 *SEPTEMBER*

考完试后，就终于等到了回家的那一天~还是自己的家好！妈妈煮的菜最好吃了！一切是那么的熟悉，却，又那么的陌生…………

 *OCTOBER*

又回到了这该死的地方，也有人不再继续读下去……说真的，这好像是我的第一次BBQ.... 

 *NOVEMBER*

本来想好好了的计划，却因为没有钱而告吹~朋友们也终于的中学毕业了~~很感慨，很遗憾，因为不能跟大家一起毕业……你们骂我们早走，但你们又懂不懂我们有多么的不舍? 你们不会懂我们的感受

*DECEMBER*

奇怪，为什么后面的日子都那么的模糊？我跟NS的朋友们见面了~~想念你们~~

唉，很没有过年的feel...
今年真的是变化很大的一年
我明白也看到了很多从前不知道的东西……
一言难尽，祝福大家吧~~

再见了2010...不要再见了！

O.O

久违的发型…………
很搞笑咯！啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊
剪了就算了吧~哈哈
看到我的时候帮个忙，不要讲我剪到很难顶啊
哈哈哈
就将啦 =.=

无法言喻

明天，就是明天了
明天就是2010年的最后一天了
owhh,我真不懂自己应该要用怎样的心情来迎接这新的一年
开心，因为终于要开始新的一年了？
release，因为今年终于要过去了？
没有咯，没有这些feel lo....
我想过去的东西并没有因为新的一年来临而过去
而我想要的，也并没有因为新的一年来临而来到我身边
是我不够努力吗？是吗？
我可以做什么？无助。
我不敢去想，不敢去plan
这些日子的过去让我明白了，一切不是你说了算的
既然大家这么心情激昂的迎接新的一年，我又何必spoil这气氛？

可是

拜托拜托，让我好过一点吧……
就算只有一秒，我也感激不尽啊……

我不敢问……即使……我知道…………

sungei wang@coursemates ^^

like crazy just run run run running and go go~~~
went to sungei wang this afternoon with chi ling, nee and bau yee~
purpose was to sing k la, Lol
i wan play roller!!! ><....

 the "cup" competition was helding in Sungei Wang~ think of that sozai fb video... OMG! =.=

 green box-ing. it's RM11.50 per person this time, 2pm to 5pm, can refill drinks and snacks.. BUT THE TIME!! earlier finish lo... ishhh ><... and i found HSM songs here! first time oooo lol. and before we left we took some pics inside the toilet... lol. tradision? -.-

 err? 2 gang liao d?? lol

 hmmm.. i'm trying hard to cover my fatty arm but... FAIL T.T

 ... i was asking which camera should i look at when this photo was taken...=.=

 dont act sexy e... XD

 FAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i have no choice to show put my fatty arm coz need to fix inside the photo... T.T

 still the arm, lol. eii ur hair color really almost same with me laa -.-

 hmmm... is this really so very very funny? since ms chiew keep laughing on this...

last photo before we left. dont u feel that it's bit far? lol. more better photos at nee and bau yee there :)

after that then we went to gai gai a while~
ms chiew wanna buy her CNY clothes~
she found one, but dark dark geh XD

7 something, on the way "home"

8 something, reach "home"!
luckily it hasn't rain yet when i reach... teehee X)

oh yaa, today was also the last school day for 2010.... AHHH!!
another new year is coming real soon....
dont have any expectation for it, seriously =.=


31/12/2010.... 20th again?? bored man...
but i like beer XD

无题

突然睡着了，也突然的醒来了

现在的状况是

有点累，有点睏，很空虚

明早爸妈他们就从上海回去了，一路顺风噢~

那现在是要说什么呢？其实我是没有重点地写的

好像在耍emo -.-

偶尔一下，也没有什么关系吧？

我喜欢这样静静的，就这样自己一个人

什么都不用管，慢慢地听着歌，上网

我耍emo时其实很不喜欢有人来找我

因为我觉得到最后我的emo没治好，反而安慰我的也一起耍了

我寂寞寂寞就好，这时候谁都别来安慰拥抱

我已经有免疫力了，不用担心我，我很快就会好

明天仍然是是一头金力旺盛的牛牛！XP

我想，说得再多也没用

你决定了的事从来没有人可以阻止

就这样吧……

christmas 2010~

owhh, updating the xmas thing nw -.-

 owhh, my first Xmas present was from my dear kimmie!

omg i never thought that she'll gimme Xmas present d lo... TOUCHING =')

THANKS SO SO MUCHIIE! >)

 I seriously like her handmade card ooo, hehe. of coz, there were words inside.. XP

 at bus, we were heading to Times Square since haven finish prepared the presentS -.-

 hmm, can u see the santa claus?? and 圣诞老婆婆and圣诞小女孩……-.-

 a part of TS Xmas decoration~ i prefer mid valley's XP

 the mini donuts bought from the monorail station,,,,

mini...

 the finally dinner time, GOD. i think this was the first meal for me and CKL coz me didn eat breakfast and lunch? overall, still ok d~~

 then we went to 20th, a little pub... just for fun la XP

 go blow wind after that...

 gifts that gonna exchange~

 epic fail =.=

 present time~~

 this expression was really suit you... XD

the next day, 25/12/2010, MERRY CHRISTMAS~~

afternoon went to Ipoh for shopping?? idk haha

 highway, on the way to Ipoh. Did you see the words IPOH?? heard that it spent millions to build =.=... need meh....

 hmmm we went to Ipoh Parade shopping i think lol whole afternoon there.. i'm the only one bought nothing T.T!! finally i found a very suit my condition geh jacket but TOO SMALL!! HATE MY FATNESS!!!!! T.T!!!! and night we went to eat steamboat... OMG... steamboat is killing me! but nice... haha. worth la~~

bla bla bla, do nothing on sunday

i received 4 Xmas presents this year, the biggest one isn't inside the photo above T.T LIKE IT VERY MUCH lol... 

huhu, like this then Xmas over jor... new year... grr....

i'm gonna write a summary again on 31/12/2010....

TATA.

hohoho

owhh., christmas has gone and new year is coming...
what a xmas and year for me >(
but i'm not gonna update about the xmas nw.. tiada photo XP
wait me! perhaps next year... haha.



TOODLES.

evything that i like! =D!!

haha, today not a special but only the eve of 冬至 -.-

 

 the chariry event of the cut above academy in college hall. the DJs of 988 were there for then event LOL. play games bla bla -.-

 woo... i think i should have a hair cut also... since... -.- RM10 and can do charity!! it's good lo... but no ppl accompany me T.T

 we (me, chi ling, nan, nee, kathleen) gap to donate RM10 and the lucky draw lol.... 

 the candy from ms Pauline!! THANKIUU VY MUCH!! XD i wanna buy this lo this Xmas coz long time didn eat jor but nw no need buy le XD but i wanna eat ginger biscuit... is it called like tat? O.o the left one was chi ling's... XP

 whoots! silly me and guo wei's sexy buttttt >)

 AHHHH!! the dang yuan from CHI LING!!! muakzzz!! love you so muchiieee XD!!!

:D

 the legend micky mouse head? =.=

 they're nice!! X) paiseh i didnt get ur 福气……HAHAHAHA

THANKIUUUUUU 

CHI LING JIE JIE!!! XD

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recently i very very eager to play drum and guitar o ><.... 

i wanna play them for long time ady but HAVE NO CHANCE TO DO IT!

playing those instrument are really really cool lo, dont you think so?? haha

 once, He's Beautiful XD really really nice, make me thinking of playing music agn...

 and i feel that a boy will become very handsome and ATTRACTIVE LOL when playing guitar... AWWWW

if sing along will be the BEST! hahaha

 one of my wish is singing with a band LOL macam very want -.- but it's not easy to find a suit band(要默契的嘛), singing with band will be very awesome!! dono when can my dream come true.. LOL.

once i nervous then i cant sing well.... 废话 =.=

like this first la... haha.

TOODLES!! X)

大爱！=D

 啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊！

我要看《玛丽外宿中》啊！

不要紧！下个星期就有了！但愿 -.-

OMGGGG我爱死他了！

尤其是他的歌声！他唱歌好好听噢~

啊啊啊！弹吉他的男生真是太帅了！帅到爆！

哈哈，好像有点太过了~可是真的很喜欢 ^^

对不起，我spoil了……HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

finally!!

finally!! finish this sem presentation today... hehe
2 presentations o!! aduii... but finally settle -.-
and, today also ms.lau birthday oo~~

aww, ms Lau you're cuteeee XD

happy birthday to you~~ XD

and and....


OMG I CANT STOP LISTENING THE SONG!!! XD

my precious~~~

"presentation" day~

huhu, i was stay up til 3am last night and wake up at 7 something in this morning....
BUT DIDN'T PRESENT PULA!! T.T
make me so rush and worry...
but when i reach lecture hall and saw the marked assignment....
i saw good good just worr... except the YOU, which part salah lagi o? ><...

 si norman!大家都很饿的说……><....

 ahaha

 omg... i looked like their mom == 如果不是眼睛很干！

 other group presentation...

 kelian d meetoo T.T

 这张照片的重点是……ah nan 看起来好高哦！XD

 很努力在背的ah nee...可怜~

 HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! chi ling u wan me tag u on fb or nt?? XD

 hi ah sia.. XD

 chi ling's notes... TOSHIBA! lol

 yeh~~ XD

 所以我说啊，你一定要带着我的ID card吗？==

went to chi ling's hse while waiting for the 4pm IT lecture... they played mahjong!! till very last minute cai go class... i think if i knw mahjong i'll join them too... XD!!


AHHHHHHH!!
tmw got tourism and transport present then.. CHI GIT LOOO ==
exam time table out jor... hmm....

STUDY MODE IS GONNA ON.................................................

tat one also on... XD!